ooc: log Fujiko/Akito

[twofacedshark]

Who: Fujiko and Akito (in both in Fujiko body)
When: tonight (28 april)
Where: SDII
Warnings: none
What: Akito trying to teach her how to do some of Agito’s tricks with the air gears (roller blades)

 

Akito watched the movements on the legs of Fujiko, using the woman own sight.
Okay, it looks like the movement that Agito did, now next...
“Okay, now you will have to turn back and quickly jump” he told her from inside her body “Be careful with the balance, jump on a 75º to the floor and when you feel you are at enough high you use your legs to make your cartwheel on air.”

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Fujiko arched an eyebrow. She was used to strange training advice but sounded completely insane. Still, she gave it a shot, jumping up kicking out and immediately having to curl into a roll on the floor or else faceplant into the deck. That was close. She came out the roll forgetting she had the blades on and almost fell again, just barely catching herself.

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Akito saw the body curling, as it falls on the floor he closes his sight by reflex. Then looking to see if everything was okay.
“Fujiko-san… sorry… “ he sighs, slightly shaken with seeing the body of Fujiko to fall like that “My body has small frame, so it’s easier to do this kind of jump… I thought that since you were a light weight also it would be okay…”

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"Ah it's fine," she answered dismissively out loud before remembering she could just talk to him inside her head. "I just don't always understand things very well I think. You ok?"

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“I am okay! Just… not used to fall from such a height” he smiled inside, Fujiko talking to him always made him calm “Hum… It might be best to take a small break… I’ll mean while think of an easier trick…”

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"Yeah ok, sounds good," Fujiko grinned, grabbing a seat against on the floor with her back to the wall. She wanted to reassure Akito while he was still seperated from Agito but like always, she was terrible at starting conversations. "So Agito is really good at these kinds of things?"

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“Yes… I almost can’t believe sometimes that I once had that ability also…” he gets a little depressed, remembering how much he missed his other self.

[doubleppk]

"Aw... hey kid..." Fujiko frowned, she was horrible at this sort of thing. "It'll be ok. I'll get you back together. And we'll have fun until then, right? Hey so what'd you do with Ace anyway?" She searched about mentally looking for any topic. "He mentioned ice cream?"

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“We had lot’s of ice-cream!!” he gets more cheered up “but since we both started to eat it his body became really full… and I was slightly clumsy so the kitchen got a mess also… But still it was really fun!!”
“And we tried to swim… but when we actually went to the water he fell asleep and I panicked because I didn’t know how to swim also…”

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"Haha," Fujiko chuckled out loud, "Sounds fun." She was a little relieved, she hadn't actually expected Ace to hurt him but still... "Wait... he fell asleep mid-swim and you can't swim so you almost drowned?" She was going to kill Ace. Someone that stupid could not be allowed to live.

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“Oh, but it was okay, a really pretty woman saved us” he added, noticing the change of humour on Fujiko “Everything was fine, really!! I encouraged him to try swimming since he usually can’t do it…”

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Fujiko guarded her emotions a little more carefully. "So long as you're fine now I guess." Change of topic again... anything would do. "So what's your favorite ice cream flavor?"

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“Kihachi sesame ice cream” he answered “Although I still haven’t found them in here… Thankfully Ikki took us to eat when we jumped into the future” he smiles inside, remembering the friend.

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"Nice!" Fujiko grinned again. "So do you think you'll eat ice cream with Mello?" She was testing him now. Careful waters. She could tell he wanted to join the Varia too and with Mello actually trying to lure him away she wasn't sure how easily she'd be able to keep him.

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“Oh… I don’t know… it would be so awesome!!!” he comments, dreamy… would it be on a date… he had to convince his crush to go on a date sometime… "Do you think he would like ice-cream? Maybe I could try making one of chocolate also..."

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"Chocolate ice cream? Yeah probably..." she still had to be careful here with the added bonus of Akito being in her head so she had to try even harder. "You'd think he'd want to stay here with the sugar. I'm sure Kuroyanagi is a good cook and all but still..."

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“Hum… that would be great!! But…” he remembers that Mello had left the ship once “I don’t think it will happen…”
He sighs.
“But it would be a dream for us to live together again… I miss those days so much…”

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"Maybe he should come back," Fujiko grinned deviously. She knew why Mello ran away. It was the same reason she'd wanted to run away several times and had even tried. "Plus didn't the Varia ship lose a lot of members recently?" Including Bel, one one of the main reason (possibly) Mello had left and also, the largest obstacle in Akito's way until now.

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“… I would be happy… but… if he moved away… it was because he didn’t felt happy in here…” he thinks about it for a while “Fujiko-san, I love Mello-san… so… even if he is far away… the most important thing is… for him to be happy…”
He smiles slightly sad.

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"Akito..." she paused, her grin taking on a wry and slightly sad tone, "People like Mello..." And herself and how many others? "He left because... because he was happy." She sighed leaning her head against the wall. "I know it might be hard to get but... He left because staying here he'd be too happy. He's worried he'd get complacent. Normally I wouldn't tell you this but if you're going to insist on being around him I think you need to know. You can't make him happy because doing so will make him nervous. It's like... having a gem and wanting to keep it but you know life is going to steal back. I get... scared here a lot. Not because I think people here want to kill me but because I think some of them don't. And I start thinking it's safe then I'll get hurt. If I stay in one place too long, the danger grows... does that make any sense to you?"

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“… I… don’t understand… very well…” he thinks hard “But… even if… Mello-san… happiness makes him nervous… then, I’ll make him get used to it… slowly… and patiently… because I love him a lot, I can wait!! I’ll give my best!! I’ll try hard!!”
He looks earnestly to Fujiko, then get’s slowly less fired up, and more thoughtful.
“But… Fujiko-san… I… both me and Agito won’t ever let anything happen to you… I mean, Agito is not here… and I am not very good at… most of things… but I’ll still give my best protect you!!”
He get’s worried, would Fujiko mean that she would leave them someday? Did he had done something for her to be mad at him?

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"Kid..." Fujiko began slowly, fidgeting and trying to find a cigarette even though she couldn't smoke indoors. "It's not... that. Thanks but... Ah... it's hard to explain." She sighed and took a deep breath. "Agito protects you right? So he's used to making sure he protects you. Basically... a long time ago I had to learn over and over to protect myself. If... if... I ... tru.. trus..." she couldn't say the word even in her head. "If I lean on anyone else for something like that..." she ran a hand uncertainly through her hair. Jyabura already got it because he was the same way and she hadn't tried to explain it to anyone else. "Every time I did, every time I got to a point where I leaned on someone else I got hurt. I can't take risks like that anymore. But you and Agito and Lambo and Gon and the others..." Every time they said they'd make sure she wouldn't get hurt she wanted to believe them and that was idiocy. "It's just... really dangerous."

"You know how Agito doesn't trust new people?" she frowned, fiddlig with a wheel on her blades. "But he warms up a little eventually sometimes. With me... if I warm up to people..." she got shot. It was enough to make anyone skittish. "Things go wrong." And by staying here was she putting the very people she liked most in danger? How long would it be before they started figuring out her weaknesses? Before they knew better than anyone how to kill her the easiest? How long before her usefulness ran out? It'd be easier to run, to get away while she was still welcome but if she did... then she might not come back. As scared as she was, she was happier with the SDC than she'd been possibly ever and that was something that also scared her.

ooc: sorry for making this so long...

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“Fujiko-san…” he could feel her feelings, the amount of insecurity that came from her, the fear, he didn’t know how to respond, since he knew that it was something personal that he wasn’t supposed to know… Agito felt a lot of those over the years… The worst time had been when their first friend, Akira, had betrayed them, taking the regalia.
Over the following years, the though of having trusted someone that had stole something precious that belonged to both of them had haunted Agito. He had pledged never do the same error again, isolating himself with Akito in the well, filling it with the blood dropped by the ones that on where he used his path.
On that pool of blood, surrounded by walls, they both lived alone… Murdering, hearing the screams and watching the skin of the victims being ripped out by Agito’s fangs...
And then they meet Ikki, that ripped little by little Agito’s distrust… Taking them to the sky that they always though that it was something that they could only watch from the well.
Taking advantage of the fact that he was inside Fujiko, he shared pieces of his memory… Sending her flashbacks of his own memory into her brain, he showed the moment where Agito had saw his friend holding the person that they had came to fight with, he heard again Agito screaming “Akira”, before being crushed and see the regalia being taken… Showing her the pain that they had both felt when that happened.
Then next he showed, the sky… when they had meet ikki… the sky that ikki had showed them… And the freedom they had felt at that time…
And the last memory: when Agito fought Akira for the second time… about to die… And Ikki saving their lives… helping them wining and getting the regalia… making them remember that they weren’t on the well anymore…
“Fujiko-san… things go wrong… most of the times… but not always…” he says in the end, smiling shyly…

ooc: Aww I love it~ I do it a lot too :3

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"Akito..." Fujiko whispered softly, in a little awe at the flashbacks. What was it Shanks had said? That just when things got bad enough and that every time she wanted to run away, to stay, because it would turn out better. Curiosity and a determination to see it through had kept her so far. Curious to see if she would turn out right eventally, curious to see how long and how far she could push it. "I'm... I'm not going to run," she grunted softly. It was almost painful to say, "I'm not going anywhere yet. Maybe ever. No matter how much I want to. It's just... that's why Mello did. Maybe he'll come back but he would need to either convince himself that the danger in staying is worth it or that he could still be more successful here in spite of that danger. Does that make sense to you?" It was important if Akito wanted to be around Mello as often as he did. Moreso if he decided to follow him. She hadn't bothered trying to explain it to Renge but Renge wasn't trying to make Mello happy, just morbidly curious about the bad boy lifestyle. A different set of dangers entirely.

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“Fujiko-san…” he smiled, happy. He heard her talking about Mello-san again, why did he felt her so worried?
“Mello-san… is something going to happen to him? You sound worried…” Akito started to be concerned “Did he… misbehave again?”

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"Ah. No. It's not that," Fujiko ran a hand through brown semi-curls. "It's just if you... You said you want to try to make him happy. If you're going to do that... Maybe you can but you have to also understand he might hurt you a lot first. Because there are other things he has on priority first. Things he might use you for and things that could get you hurt. Do you understand?"

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“Hum…” he thought about Fujiko’s words… “Fujiko-san…I won’t be hurt… I know… Mello-san doesn’t… feel the same about me…But, even like that… I want to be with him… make him smile, see him… watch him even from afar makes me happy…
So… if I can… help him… in obtaining his goals… that will be enough, I want to help him...”

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Fujiko sighed. Getting him to understand probably wasn't going to work. Maybe Agito but even he seemed willing to rush headlong into danger. "I'm not saying don't be with him, just be careful. Hey and do me a favor, let me know you guys are safe the next time you go over there, ok?" If there weren't going to be here, she might as well use them as spies. "And you can show me more of your romance books." That would mean actually reading the books but maybe she could skim them and sift out the important details.

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“Oh… you were worried?” he noticed.
“Hum… but the next one is taking a long time…” he thinks about a solution “Can’t I just send you emails to say that I am okay?” he asks, thinking that it was the best solution… He didn’t wanted her to get worried over him.

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"Well yeah of course... to let me know you're ok but I don't know..." she leaned back with a heavy sigh. Admitting she was going to miss him when she tried so hard to deny that ever happened (even if she did spend possibly most of her time missing peope, even the ones she tried to get away from) still... "I'll... miss you." She admitted very very softly. "And I really want to make sure you're not just saying you're ok. Long letters." Because emails would be easily faked too but no one but Akito had the patience to write out the lenghty letters of ship gossip Akito did. And that made him her spy even if she had to filter it. Plus, Matt would hack both or either of their computers.

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“Fujiko-san… but… why are you…” he was confused, didn’t she said that she wouldn’t leave? Did he had done something wrong now…
He felt really sad… why did it feel like she was saying goodbye? He wasn’t planning on leaving… he just left for a week to visit the blond… did it mean that he had worried her the last time??
“I am sorry… I promise that I’ll write a lot telling you how I am and what I have been doing… you… won’t…”
Fujiko’s eyes slightly became wet because of Akito’s sadness, since he was crying inside…
“…even… have room to miss me, Fujiko-san… and we will always see each other…” his voice was slightly trembling.
He didn’t dared to ask why Fujiko sounded like they were going to be separated… to afraid to know the answer.

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"Of course we'll still see each other," Fujiko swallowed. blinking away the formation of tears she hadn't expected. "Just... if something happens and you stay more than a couple days. Okay? And... thanks kid."

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Akito tried to get calm and happy again… at least it seemed that she was talking about if he got away more than just a few days.
So… she wouldn’t leave… and he would leave… at least it didn’t looked like he was going to leave soon…
He stopped crying, wondering why she had thanked him…
“Well…” he started, remembered the trick that spitfire used to do, it at least involved them staying on the ground… “I remembered… a new trick… do you want to try it?”

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"You bet," Fujiko grinned, grateful for the distraction and climbing to her feet. "So like this?" she spun around in a circle.